Invictus; and Others
The Secret Iron
Let me not falter in defeat,
Nor alter in the fevered heat of circumstance,
But undismayed seizing the will to know,
With one clean blow,
Sever the rock of chance;
Break the dark shroud apart
And free the metal of the heart –
Molding the living, molten ore
To a sharp, bright blade of thought.
Quiet and unafraid,
As iron in the flame is wrought
To cool at length with keener strength,
So mould me, mighty master,
In the white heat of disaster.
In fires of undoing and denial,
Forge with living art the secret iron of my heart.
In burning trial temper the bright metal of my will.
With faultless skill hammer the gleaming contours
Of clear thought –
Delicate, exact –
upon the anvil of unalterable fact.
Ariva Mackaye Ege
The Fly
Little fly,
Thy summer’s play
My thoughtless hands
Has brushed away.
Am not I
A fly like thee?
Or art not then
A man like me?
For I dance,
And drink and sing,
Till some blind hand
Shall brush my wing.
If thought is life
And strength and breath,
And the want
Of thought is death;
Then am I
A happy fly,
If I live
Or if I die?
William Blake
Lone Dog
I’m a lean dog, a keen dog, a wild dog and lone,
I’m a rough dog, a tough dog, hunting on my own!
I’m a bad dog, a mad dog, teasing sheep;
I love to sit and bay the moon and keep souls from sleep.
I’ll never be a lap dog, licking dirty feet,
A sleek dog, a meek dog, cringing for my meat.
Not for me the fireside, the well filled plate,
But shut door and sharp stone and cuff and kick and take.
Not for me the other dogs, running by my side,
Some have run a short while, but none of them would bide.
O mine is still the lone trail, the hard trail, the best,
Wild wind and wild star and the hunger of the quest.
Captain of My Soul
Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the horror of shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find me, unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am master of my fate:
I am captain of my soul.
The Gentle Water Bird
In the far days, when every day was long,
Fear was upon me and the fear was strong,
Ere I had learned the recompense of song.
In the dim days I trembled, for I knew
God was above me, always frowning through,
And God was terrible and thunder-blue.
Greeds the discoloured awed my opening mind,
Perils, perplexities – what could I find?-
All the old terror waiting on mankind.
Even the gentle flowers of white and cream,
The rainbow, with its treasury of dream,
Trembled because of God’s ungracious scheme.
And in the night the many stars would say
Dark things unaltered in the light of day:
Fear was upon me even in play.
There was a lake I loved in gentle rain:
One day there fell a bird, a courtly crane:
Wisely he walked as one who knows of pain.
Gracious he was and lofty as a king:
Silent he was, and yet he seemed to sing
Always of little children and the spring.
God? Did he know him: It was far he flew. . .
God was not terrible and thunder-blue:
-It was a gentle water bird I knew.
Pity was in him for the weak and strong,
All who have suffered when the days were long,
And he was deep and gentle as a song.
As a calm soldier in a cloak of grey
He did commune with me for many a day
Till the dark fear was lifted far away.
Sober-apparelled, yet he caught the glow:
Always of Heaven would he speak, and low,
And he did tell me where the wishes go.
Kinsfolk of his it was who long before
Came from the mist (and no one knows the shore)
Came with the little children to the door.
Was he less wise than those birds long ago
Who flew from God (He surely willed it so)
Bearing great happiness to all below?
Long have I learned that all his speech was true;
I cannot reason it – how far he flew –
God is not terrible or thunder-blue.
Sometimes, when watching the white sunshine,
Someone approaches –I can half define
All the calm beauty of the friend of mine.
Nothing of hatred will about him cling:
Silent – how silent – but his heart will sing
Always of little children and the spring.
Shaw Neilson
In The Street
The night, the rain, who could forget?-
The grey streets glimmering in the wet:
Wreckers and ruined wreckage met:
There was no dearth
Of all the unlovely thing that yet
Must plague the earth.
Gloom, and the street’s unhallowed joys:
The sly-eyed girls, the jeering boys:
Faint-caroling amid the noise
A woman worn-
A broken life: a heart, a voice,
Trembling and torn.
She did not sing of hillside steep,
Of reapers stooping low to reap;
No love-lorn shepherd with his sheep
Made moan or call:
A mother kissed her child asleep
And that was all.
Slowly into our hearts there crept
I know not what: it flamed! It leapt!
Was it God’s love that in us slept? . . .
I saw the mark
Of tears upon her, as she stept
Into the dark.
To Fortune
Tumble me down, and I will sit,
Upon my ruins, smiling yet;
Tear me to tatters, yet I’ll be
Patient in my necessity.
Laugh at my scraps of clothes, and shun
Me, as a feared infection;
Yet scarecrow-like I’ll walk, as one
Neglecting thy derision.
Robert Herrick
The Past
The debt is paid,
The verdict said,
The furies laid,
The plague is stayed,
All fortunes made;
Turn the key and bolt the door,
Sweet is death forevermore.
Nor haughty hope, nor swart chargin,
Nor murdering hate, can enter in.
All is now secure and fast;
Not the gods can shake the Past;
Flies-to the adamantine door
Bolted down forevermore.
None can re-enter there,-
No thief so politic,
No Satan with a royal trick
Steal in by window, chink, or hole,
To bind or unbind, add what lacked,
Insert a leaf, or forge a name,
New-face or finish what is packed,
Alter or mend eternal Fact.
R. W. Emerson
Last Week I threw out WORRYING,
It was getting old and in the way.
It kept me from being me,
I couldn’t do things my way.
I threw out those inhibitions,
They were just crowding me out.
Made room for my New Growth,
Got rid of my old dreams and doubts.
(didn’t have time to read it anyway).
Replaced it with New Goals,
Started reading it today.
Got me a NEW PHILOSOPHY too,
Threw out the one from long ago.
Called I CAN, I WILL, and I MUST.
Threw out I might, I think and I ought.
WOW, You should’ve seen the dust.
I ran across an OLD FRIEND,
Haven’t seen him in a while.
I believe his name is GOD,
Yes, I really like His style.
And added some thing’s Himself.
Like PRAYER, HOPE and FAITH,
Yes I placed them right on the shelf.
I picked up this special thing
And placed it at the front door.
I FOUND IT – its called PEACE.
Nothing gets me down anymore.
Looks good around the place.
For things like Worry and Trouble
There just isn’t any place.
Its good to do a little house cleaning,
Get rid of the old things on the shelf.
It sure makes things brighter,
Maybe you should TRY IT YOURSELF